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Sunday, April 19, 2015

Stepping Into Heaven

So, to live is to die and to die is to live. That about sums it up. From the moment we are conceived our body begins aging non stop. Then we die. Well our body dies anyways but not our souls and spirits where our memories, thoughts and feelings are.
So to die on earth just means our bodies are gone but our spirits/souls live on, but where? Where do our spirits/souls go to live? It most certainly ain't at Walmart or on our cell phones where we put so much value in material things. So once again I ask where do our souls/spirits go when our body dies?
Well that is simple.
What?! You don't think it is simple?
Well I suppose it isn't easy for some by their own choice because they wanna tack all sorts of rules and regulations onto saying absurd things like "well, she is going to Heaven because she did.............." Or " one time he said.........."
Well big deal get over what others say and do and just worry about yourself and stop pointing that finger of blame.
So, is it easy to know where our souls/spirits will be when our bodies give out?
Well duh, Heaven or hell that's where.
What's that? You say that Heaven and hell is an old uneducated old concept? Well then by all means go ahead and feel that way. After all it's your soul and spirit so just let it go and see what happens. Good luck with all that.
Anyways the simple answer to the question of how we get to Heaven is Jesus. So what do we do with Jesus in order to get to Heaven?
Do we live with all sorts of rules like how we should dress, what music do we listen to, what holiday do we part take in................the list goes on.........................and on...............and on. And it's all a bunch of man made rules not Jesus's rules. It's all crap. If you enjoy crap then live like crap.
But what if your crap is wrong? Or what if your scientific believes are wrong?
You have the right to be wrong.
And I have the right to choose where I want my soul/spirit to be and it ain't in hell that's for sure. I'm not into that, suffering is not my idea of joy and fun. Is it yours?
Do you like living life with little hope and loads of guilt? It seems like lots of people like living that way since so many choose to. Well I don't wanna.
So, I grabbed my one way free ticket to Heaven and I ain't letting go! My Ticket doesn't have a departure time on it so I'm not sure when I will go. But when I do go I'm gone and outta here!
WooooHoooooo!
Since Sunday my Dad has been standing in between the two worlds of life on earth living in a body and life living in just our spirits. Soon he will leave his body and take off for his Home. He made his choice many decades ago and he ain't letting go of that beloved Ticket we call Jesus. Is her perfect and has he made all good choices? Nope. And either have you or me but so what because our Ticket never expires.
I sit here by my Dad's deathbed comforted by his breathing. I stayed awake for 38 hours until I started turning forgetful and wore out. Then I slept well, so well at a near by hotel. While at the hotel I could still hear my Dad's breathing all night. I normally tend to "see" special things like that but this time I am hearing the special things even when I'm not at the location of the origin of the sound.
I'm glad.
I love my Dad.
I'm not abandoning him.
I shower, use the bathroom and last night I got to sleep, but other then that I'm not casting him aside.
He is my Dad.
He is stepping into Heaven.

Cultural Respect For The Dying and Deceased Along With The Family Members

After the death of a close loved one I assume it is normal to miss them for the rest of our lives but nevertheless life goes on and we function. But during the process of dying and the beginning grieving period after death it seems to me like it would be disrespectful to both the dying and deceased family member along with their loved ones for someone to purposely and knowingly drum up drama.


I dont know what kind of karma befalls someone who uses an elders dying process and death as a way to purposely drum up yet more drama and trouble with the deceased's family members but I assume it isn't good.


No human is perfect and that includes my recently deceased father. But even though my Dad wasn't perfect he was good and loved his children. Throughout my pre-teen years my Dad would say prayers and blessings over me as I slept. One time I just happened to wake up when he was praying. I held real still pretending to still be asleep. I heard him naming off his children, my mom, his mother, grandchildren, other family members and others,but he especially named off and prayed for his children as he whispered prayers to The Creator God.
I remember laying there feeling so very loved and cherished to be special enough to have a prayer worrior Daddy interceding for me and my siblings.
His prayers were powerful enough when he was alive but now that he is in Heaven and in the presence of God his interceding's for me (and other family members) are very powerful and being heard well.
By the time Dad was born many Native Americans had been abandoning their traditions in order to live the white way in hopes that they and their children would not be hounded and horribly treated. So as a result my Dad's childhood was not full of native traditions but it still had some and was incorporated in with the white culture. Plus his mother was white.
His Dad's side was Cherokee. The Cherokee have been known over the centuries to be one of the more spiritual tribes. Strangely many of the old Cherokee traditions and stories were similar to that of the Jewish culture. There is supposed to be a genetic link between the Cherokees and Jews.
In both the Cherokee and Jewish cultures it was (and still is in some areas) common for the older folks to be revered and treated with respect both before and after death. To purposely and mannishly make trouble during their dying process and during the grieving process for the family of the departed loved one is probably not a good thing in the eyes of the Lord. It does not matter how guilty or innocent the family and its members may or may not be, it still is not a good idea to cause issues.
It was bad enough that in December 2013 someone heartlessly called my ailing Dad and said something along the lines of "your daughter ran off and died." That instantly worried my Dad and broke his heart as he cried. That was not just childish to do to him but was also extremely evil and disrespectful to do to an elder. It is demonic. It is wrong. It is hard to forgive.
May those who truly loved and respected my Dad be blessed. Selah.





Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Sociopaths and Narcissists Rules For YOU!

http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2012/12/19/do-sociopaths-and-narcissists-have-rules/

Read the article at the above link. Sadly there are likely millions of these evil beings selfishly partaking in this family oriented holiday that is meant to be joyful but used by the paths and narcs to gain what they can gain and look as good as they can look to others.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Nutty Energy Gone Bad In A Divorce

You don't know my name and you don't need to, but nevertheless like you I am a human with good and bad experiences and a person who has made good and bad choices. Big deal right?
That describes everyone on this earth.

My first marriage was a failed one. It started out with some major lies and manipulations but we loved each other and forgave even though the lies were really strange and creepy.

Now 22 years later I am divorced. It has been a messy divorce full of very strange things that boggle the average person's mind. Weird vengeance and out right 100% lies. It makes no since at all. The spying, stalking and obsession creeps people out. People keep telling me to be careful because they fear for my life. I don't let it get to me, Im tired of it, I just go on in life and have plenty of good times. But if all the energy put into the "I will ruin you" mindset was put into working on our marriage we would still be married and the kids would not be suffering so much with their parents being apart.

But what's done is done and sadly the kids get hurt the worse. If you are going through a divorce and your soon to be X spouse is the nutty vengeful type who uses your kids as pawns in a strange psychotic game of control I urge you to go to the police, or CASA or CPS/DCS , counselor or whomever to seek advice and help because kids should never ever be kept from either of their parents.
Let kids be kids and enjoy life without having to hear or read disturbing things that upset them. Let them be children, after all childhood don't last long so why ruin it for your kids?

If you are going through a divorce never use your kids as weapons. It is downright sickening and evil and sadly it happens all to often. Agree to disagree and go on peacefully with your kids having a good relationship with BOTH of their parents.

Be thankful this Thanksgiving for your kids, love them, hug them, squeeze them and name them George (the Bugs Bunny, Daffy and Abdominal Snowman cartoon)




Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Hiding In White Skin

Most will likely read the bold underlined part of the quote at the bottom of this article as being incorrect because after all there are very few people left in the USA who are 100% Native anymore. But notice that it does not say only those who are only of Native blood will
win the country back.


Something a Native American Elder told me in 2013 was that The Great Spirit Grand Father (God the Creator) gave this land to His red skinned people just He gave other lands to other groups of people. The elder said that it will be those with Native blood in our veins who will be the backbone of the country whose actions will bless many. He said that God did not give this land to the Natives to rip it out of their hands and given to a group of people who were demanding the land for themselves.


To the physical eye it may seem as though the Natives lost and that the wise chief's prediction never came true. But that would be a false assumption. A huge percentage of people in the USA have Native blood flowing within them and they don't even know it. Many do know though. Back in the day if a Native married a white they would put their children's race down on the census records as only white and they gave the children and their selves English names so that they appeared to be "safe" and white. The census taker would not know the difference since those in the household that looked Native just "happened" to be out hunting or working in the fields when the census takers came knocking.


The  government had been forcefully taking the Native kids and putting them into boarding schools not allowing them to speak their Native language or to practice their customs. The Native kids were not treated so nice which was a big reason why their true races were hidden on paper.


And much of white society had come to falsely believe that the Natives were horrible filthy people. That false belief became so common that even many Natives believed it about themselves.


Well, guess what? The Natives are still here in the USA living, working and owning land. But where are they you say? You don't see many Natives off the reservations so where are they? They are here hiding in white skin. Their skin colors may be largely bred out of existence but not their blood!


The DNA of the Natives flow in many millions of people and will not and can not die! Ultimately the Native out smarted the people who were trying to be rid of them.


So the next time you are blessed by someone keep in mind the Chief's prediction that his people will NOT die out, perhaps the person blessing you is of a Native tribe. Perhaps you are Native and don't even know it.......


The next time the EMS worker saves your life remember the wise chief's words because possibly and very likely that person who saved your life or the person who takes care of you in the hospital just might be one of the many descendants of a Native!


And to those who may think you don't have Native DNA you may be wrong. Since the census records were often lied to you can't be 100% sure that you don't have Native in you.


As with many things there have always been the good and bad in all groups of people. We can't put a blanket statement out there. Not all white people were land hungry thiefs. Some were hard working good people. There will always be the good and bad people from every group.


"My heart is a stone: heavy with sadness for my people; cold with the knowledge that no treaty will keep whites out of our lands; hard with the determination to resist as long as I live and breathe. Now we are weak and many of our people are afraid. But hear me: a single twig breaks, but the bundle of twigs is strong. Someday I will embrace our brother tribes and draw them into a bundle and together we will win our country back from the whites."
Tecumseh
(1768-1813) Shawnee Chief

Wise Words From A Chief

"Live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart.
Trouble no one about his religion.
Respect others in their views and demand that they respect yours.
Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life.
Seek to make your life long and of service to your people.
Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.
Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend,
or even a stranger, if in a lonely place.
Show respect to all people, but grovel to none.
When you rise in the morning, give thanks for the light,
for your life, for your strength.
Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living.
If you see no reason to give thanks, the fault lies in yourself.
Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools
and robs the spirit of its vision.
When your time comes to die,
be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death,
so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time
to live their lives over again in a different way.
Sing your death song, and die like a hero going home."
------
Tecumseh
(1768-1813) Shawnee Chief

Short but True, Powerfully True.

To those who abuse: the sin is yours, the crime is yours, and the shame is yours. To those who protect the perpetrators: blaming the victims only masks the evil within, making you as guilty as those who abuse. Stand up for the innocent or go down with the rest." ----Flora Jessop